I don't feel sorry for myself because of what you've done to me . I feel sorry for you because you were capable of doing it . Nobody can be happy all the time unless they are liars , fakes , or robots . Its not healthy to keep our hurt in or our tears. So let them flow . But once they're out , wipe them away , carve a smile on our face , and walk away from whatever or whoever that make us hurt . I just don't get it . You seems oblivious to all of your doings . Even your friend seems to notice it . Like seriously , stop being a dumb ass and start lurking around you to know what is fucking wrong . Sorry won't work this time round and you can bet on that .
Life seems pretty mundane . Its like a basic chore for me . Go school , home , work and it continues . And i have not been doing a single tutorial since semester 2 start . How bleak my future seems . I'm ready to receive a warning letter for any modules . It's like i miss too much modules that i don't even know which module i'll probably receive the letter first . Thursday and friday are the days that weaken me to the core . It's a freaking 8 am class . And hello i'm not the morning type of person . So my new resolution is to start coming for class and start studying and like duhhhh , start doing my tutorials . But like cannot make it like that . But should try .
As expected . I just receive a warning letter from school for principles of management . Luckily , i decided to open the mail box . If this letter falls upon Suhaimi hands , i die i tell you . He will nag like hell . So all the more this letter shall be my motivation to go school .
It's tough when someone special starts to ignore you , but it's even tougher to pretend that you don't mind . I just hope you feel the same way too .
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