H-U-D-A

People don't play sports because its fun . Ask any athlete , most of them hate it , but they couldn't imagine their life without it . Its part of them , the love/hate relationship . Its what they live for . They live for the practices , parties , cheers , long bus rides , invitationals , free nike stuff and coaches you hate but appreciate . They live for the way it feels when they beat the other team and knowing those two extra sprints they ran in practice were worth it . They live for the way they become a family with their team , they live for the countless songs they sing in their head while training all those hours . They live for the competition , they live for the friends , the practice , the memories , the pain , its who they are . And it's who we are . I think i'll heed humy's advise , that this is not the right time . And ira say something that i have been wanting to go since last year . Hopefully , next year would be the year .

I feel for you . I know how you feel . Being there just now and seeing you tearing gets me thinking of how much passion and love you have for soccer and the team . But for you winning is not a sometime thing , it's an all time thing . You don't win once in a while , you don't do things right once in a while , you do them right all the time . And for you winning is a habit .Unfortunately , so is losing . Just know that it's not over when we are losing terribly . Its over when we quit . Seriously , for the the few of you there , if you don't have the desire to play , don't ruin it for those that do .

I miss the ' After each game , i want to be able to say : i gave it all i could, i gave it my best ' feeling .

I want to enjoy myself later as i know even though sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing , will mean absolutely everything to me .