H-U-D-A

Term break is here but i dont feel like it . I just spent my weekends at home . Yaa , surprise it may seems . ICA1 is a bummer and i dont wish to even start talking about it . National training is back and it seems pretty intensive now . Everyday except for friday and this goes on for 2 weeks . After which , back to our usual training days . So , pretty obvious , that is how i'm going to spent my holidays . Not to forget school training too . I have abandoned my school training since my knee injury . It hasn't really recover yet but then i just have to force myself . I can't afford to miss playing with my teams for pol-ite .

To add to the packed schedules for my holidays , i have 3 projects to be completed . WTF ! Defeat the purpose of having a term break right ? So this is what i'm going to do during my hols . But i'm so going to squeeze in a day out with my friends .

This thing has been bugging me and i just can't stop thinking about it . I know it means a lot to me but then i need to start thinking about my future . I just can't continue doing this when the feeling ain't the same anymore . I'm the one who makes the decision to be in it but then things change as you get older . What you think will never change will somehow change one way or another . How grateful am i to you as you bring me to where am i now . I'm still thinking though .