Seriously , anxiety is building . I'm scared that i cant perform the way a leader in the pitch should perform . I really cant figured out why he chose me . Is it was just a random pick or there's a reason to it ? He was putting a heavy weight on me right now and this situation seems inevitable . I don't quite perform like i used to during school training and matches . Energy and adrenaline rush was really superficial . I just cant feel it now but the thought of doing better is really an option . Maybe its because of O's . Thinking of it really scare the hell out of me but yet i just take each day like any other day . How scary can it be ? You tell me !
It seems surreal but i just have to 'chiong' all the way !
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